i can't believe i made it through that vacation. i think i drank too much. i don't want to make any decisions. i don't want to do any thinking. i don't want to do any feeling. i don't want to do any living, but if i have to i want to live with the help of my crutches. cause i just need to. what do i do about the things that i don't want to think about what to do about?

i missed my car. i missed my cat. i want the two of those things with me if i move to edmonton. i'm tired and i'm sad and i guess i have the whole day tomorrow to think about unpleasant things like loving people that don't love you.

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