there are so many things to worry about. am i coming back? how about the drive, will i be okay? what about my cat? is she coming? hopefully i'll sort all these things out.

right now this feels like the thing to do, but what if i get there and change my mind? what if i'm taking things for granted and i won't miss them until i'm gone? i guess i'll just have to let time tell what i'm going to do and i won't make any permanent decisions. keep my options open. and ask myself why i'm really doing this and is it really going to make things different?

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