what if one day you wake up and realize life just ** sucks? i don't know. i try to take a step back, see the whole picture. some days its good, its bad, its ugly and then all over again. what about the good? i'm going to have to be more positive.

no thats not it. i'm positive. i know about the good stuff, i laugh about the good stuff. i grit my teeth about the bad stuff and try not to cry. and ask myself crazy things like why. who cares? who needs to know?

do i really want to know what you think? how you justify yourself? if you make yourself sick like you make me? nah. do i really want to know what changes about people that they say what they mean to be understood? not so much. life, i think, would be kinder to me if i didn't think about it so much. don't think. just live.

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