well, i think its about time that i love somebody who will break my heart again. i want to feel something again. i've accomplished a great many things in the last couple of years but they've certainly been at my own expense. for the most part. one must eventually learn the things one does not know, and i supposed i'm 'learned' now.

priorities change. maybe not even priorities, but i find i need people now more then i used to. thats not hard. not needing anyone is lonely, effective, but there is no where to go but .. up? i need everything now. i don't have the energy to do it all myself, by myself and for myself. its a hard life. i'm ready to share.

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