i love this song. i love every song that makes me remember that i have feelings and what they really are. i feel like shit. i don't know why. i wouldn't say i had a characteristically bad day today. there are just things i should have done that i didn't and things that i shouldn't have done that i did. and isn't that always the case. "you think you had too much of this life... hang on."

sorry, i'll just give you random snippets of lines of different songs as they play and i type. things can be so complicated when you have to analyze every movement and decision and thing that you do or say because you don't want them to get the impression that they should give up and move on but you don't want to give them the impression that the coast is clear, because then they'll do something crazy and it'll be over just like that.

i drove home and heard rod stewart on the radio tonight. and its just that easy. i want to just show up and knock on the door and crawl into bed beside him. there are so many songs, so many not songs, just artists that can bring me from present to past in less then an intro. i pity the man i eventually marry. every time the wrong song comes on the radio i start from square one. for some reason its like i'm there all over again and while the songs play, it wasn't a nice place to be. the song is over, and i'm back in the present. with a bad mood.

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