i find it so frustrating that you are never serious. i don't know how you can say things, and take them back. i'm not sure how to interpret that. it could be that you really do mean it and you're testing the waters to see how your new idea will be received. i want to have a long, serious conversation where everything we say is honest.

one would think that would make so much sense, but for some reason we still haven't been able to manage it. or maybe i would never know if we had or hadn't. because all of the serious conversations we've had could have been lies and could have been not. i guess for safety's sake its just better for me to assume you're always lying. straight to my face. now that's a quality one looks for all their life.

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