2003-11-06, 3:40 a.m.
so. is this it? when we say goodnight do we mean goodbye? "baby don't you break my heart slow" - i like the way you'd say my name in the middle of the night when you were sleeping... i was believing in you, was i mistaken? do you mean what you say when you say our love can last forever? ...i'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye. -
when we talk like this, when we fight like this, when we risk all that we have by loving like this?? what do we gain? how do i know when you mean it and when you're joking? what do i base my life on? i'm sorry. i know i'm being selfish by thinking this way, but i'm not sorry. because its my life. doesn't seem like you value your own, tell me what do you really want, what do you really need? when are you lying and when are you just scared?
god, jesus, whoever, is there any saving at this point?
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