i don't know what to say about my email. i felt like saying something. when i talk to you i don't always get to say how i feel because its not the right time or i don't know how to say it or you want to change the subject.

for the most part we bring out the best in each other. we seem to really care about each other. sometimes i wonder if we know what we're doing though. or are we just going through the motions of how we think a relationship should progress? why do you find it so necessary to remind me that i have no security with you? are you trying to prepare me by making me feel like an unimportant circumstantial detail? or are you trying to convince yourself?

i have very good instincts, so chances are i'm right. which i suppose isn't such a big deal. and if i'm wrong, this is a horrible way to operate in a relationship.

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