oh god. i've been trying not to bore everyone with this, but i try to think about it at night before i fall asleep and i always end up waking up the next day wondering at what point exactly did i traverse from the land of consciousness to the land of oh-so-wonderfully not. so i guess when issues involve a large amount of thinking its best not to assume you'll make it from a-z of the issue before dropping off into the land of z. not that, i suppose, i do have an issue that involves a great deal of thinking because its more then likely ... well it is... a very clear cut problem with a very clear cut solution and i just don't like the options. so i think the more i think, the more options i'll come up with. although, in my heart of hearts, i don't even believe that myself.

maybe i'll just do a good old fashioned list of pros and cons:

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