i'm back to me. that's a good thing. for a while i didn't know who i was or what exactly i was doing but my brain started coming back little by little and i think as of today its here to stay. at least for a little while, unless i piss it off again. sigh. i'm so tired and i haven't gotten anything done today which means i'll have to do it tomorrow and i probably won't be getting a whole lot of sleep. i can pull another all nighter on sunday night. that's a bad idea because i'm fucking up my internal clock and i'm going to make myself sick. but its a good idea because i don't have time to get everything done unless i stay up all night and not getting everything done isn't really an option.

i'm a little sad at the moment. its a good thing my phone privileges are revoked. i know that i keep saying that i'm not going to analyze but i can't stop. for a moment i thought that this was all going to work out in a sneaky underhanded subreality kind of way. that would be good. then i thought maybe that won't happen. that made me sad. grr. i hate this. i would love to be a machine. i don't want a heart. the tin man can have it.

1. Plot:: thickens. flat lines.
2. Farce:: ha. life.
3. Unexpected:: stupid
4. Siren:: beauty
5. Ben:: guilt
6. Freshman:: college (is fun)
7. Quicksand:: princess bride
8. 24 hours:: awake. go to bed
9. Spunky:: pep
10. Vicious:: cycle

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